Loving...me?

Sometimes I feel like a social outcast. You know? Its craziness. I swear everytime I log onto aim, ppl "log off" aka hiding. When I walk in a room, ppl look away. Am I different? Is there...something wrong with me? I mean, I really don't understand. I want to be myself, not what other people want. But if I'm obnoxious, I need to change.
It's really rainy out.