Being the Best

Wow...
You are never the best. Thats always what it seems like. It always feels like there is someone better than you, someone richer, someone cooler. I'm seriously downright sick of it. But if everyone was equal then we'd all be the same. Then there is no uniquness or the joy of winning.
But I'm sick of looking for what I'm good at. I haven't found a talent. I haven't found anything that I can beat someone else at or be "the best" at. Why can't I find my talent like everyone else? It's kinda lonely making. When will my "time to shine" come?
Talk to you soon.